If anyone is looking for a fight today, then throw your fricking chips in the ring, take your chances and bring it on! I guarantee the only person who will lose will not be me.
I'm done. I'm done with accommodations, I am done with trying to help, I am done with trying to meet others expectations of what they think I should be doing. I am done. I take a lot garbage from people, more often than not my feelings get hurt and they have no idea. Nor do they asked. I do a lot for people when I can, I will rearrange my plans, I don't ask for hardly anything in return. In fact I feel bad if I have to ask for a favor. I am done.
I don't feel happy today. I don't feel lucky today. I am tired of being rolled over for another and better gig. I am done with others feeling comfortable I am going to be alright when they throw a monkey wrench in where they directly affect my life. I am done.
I am finished with being taken advantaged, I will no longer be so available, forgiving, or pliable for other people's lives.
Your mind will answer most questions if you learn to relax and wait for the answer.
~ William S. Burroughs